Halloween To Do.

I love Halloween. Not because You can dress up in cheaply made clothing pretending to be some sexy cop or what not. I love the meaning behind Halloween.

I celebrate a mix of Samhain and Halloween. I consider myself neo-Pagan/ Wicca.

What I plan to do leading up to the 31st of October and the 1st of November is:

Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and possibly Monday (27th - 30th) I intend on completely going through my room, cleaning it from top to bottom. Trying to get rid of the things I don't want, need anymore.

"Out with the old, in with the new" essentially. 

The 31st I plan on lighting one of my candles that I made to 1. test if it works. 2. to lighten the room a bit even if it's at my desk. Maybe 3-4 hours prior to going to bed, I'd light incense to make my room smell good.

 

https://wicca.com/celtic/akasha/samhainlore.htm (more on Samhain lore) 

Women and How they should Visit Their OB/GYN frequently.

I believe in the power of women. I also believe that women should focus on their physical health. There are many benefits to seeing an OB/GYN at least once a year for a yearly exam if the woman/people who identify as a female isn't pregnant.

1. STD/STI detection.

2. Pap smears and pelvic exams

3. Irregularities in menstrual cycles

4.  Regular breast exams


According to the Voice-Tribune, "Overall, maintaining our health and visiting the doctor regularly is a habit we can’t afford to give up. Routine mammograms, blood pressure and cholesterol checks, pelvic exams, pap smears, osteoporosis screenings and other vital tests are essential. (October 2017) I also firmly believe that on-top of maintaining our weight and diet and exercise, I feel that women with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome and Endometriosis should have regular visits because of how they either lack of their periods, or the cramping is so severe that they might end up in the hospital for what it feels like of dying of pain. 

Also I sympathize with women who have to deal with Polycystic Ovary and Endometriosis. As I was diagnosed at the age of twenty-one during an internal ultrasound of my ovaries. There the doctors discovered that I had cysts on my left ovary, where everything I told my GYN, that Polycystic Ovary was the final diagnosis. The treatment, is birth control pills, where it has been working with 90 percent accuracy. Sometimes the usual not having my period for a month then a couple months down the road I end up with it within a 2 week/3 week period of time.

Brand Sense. 10 important reasons to visit the OB/GYN.  29 December 2014. Retrieved from: https://www.victoriaadvocate.com/news/2014/dec/29/10-important-reasons-visit-obgyn/  

But the Good News Is... (2017, October 04). Retrieved October 16, 2017, from https://voice-tribune.com/news/but-the-good-news-is/

We Are the Normal

We are the normal We live and we die
With no reason why
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why

-Goo Goo Dolls (We are the normal)

As everyone knows me online in a general sense, between Tumblr, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and Snapchat, and even Pinterest. I am pretty popular, amongst the Top Gear/Grand Tour, Supernatural, Green Day, Evanescence fandoms and bandoms. 

In all honesty, it's a mask to help me cope with my mental illnesses. I seem to have depression. You see as a young girl (ripe age of 16) I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome. Which is a mild form of Autism. I felt different even before high school. People bullied me for my weight, calling me fat and ugly. My facial features are not up to par of modern beauty standards either. Dealing with ODD (oppositional defiant disorder) that generally comes with an Autism diagnosis. Which could overlay in my opinion with Bipolar and Depression as well. Well for me anyways. I've been called weird for my attachment issues as well. I was bullied behind my back in high school where people shit talked me for absolutely no reason at all. The funniest thing is that when people found out I was biromantic/bisexual I have been called some pretty nasty homophobic slurs on my way home from school as well. I was minding my own business where I wore a blue plaid tunic like shirt with a black tank underneath, black leggings, and these generic ass converse, because that's all I could have afforded at the time.

I must admit I'm no saint either, I've done shit I have regretted. I had major crushes on teachers in the past, and if any of y'all are reading this, I sincerely apologize for my behavior. I'm wired a little differently and don't mean any harm.

Also in the past I've self-harmed, pulled a knife out at my family, kicked my teacher (2nd grade) threw desks, threw chairs. No one really understood why I got so aggressive (due to the ODD)

But setting that all aside, Everyone thought I was an extrovert. WRONG. I consider myself to be an introvert in many ways. I'd rather stay to myself, and have only a few good friends throughout high school; yet I blended with others decently well considering Autism is a social disorder. My interests, very few people knew what I was into at the time (minus family) Music, I tended to keep to myself as well. I didn't want to be bullied in a school where majority listened to the worst rap/hip hop music, Jonas Brothers (in 2008) Bieber, and other music I consider (still consider) to be the worst music possible.

If I could go back knowing what I know now, I'd blast Mozart, then blast "dad rock" for an example Pink Floyd, my dad loves them. One of the few artists my dad likes that I'm not embarrassed to say I enjoy them. Now KISS on the other-hand, is a guilty pleasure, and I wouldn't admit to liking them at all.

Social Media Plug

Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/FieldofLies
Facebook Alternate:   https://www.facebook.com/sammoose93
Twitter :https://twitter.com/misha_sadaleki
Twitter Alternate : https://twitter.com/The_Siren_Nemo
Tumblr:   http://jessicaisazombieunicorn.tumblr.com/
https://whatacockpillockjames.tumblr.com/ (top gear/grandtour)
http://fieldofinnocencethattelllies.tumblr.com/  (evanescence)
http://jarpadsadalecki.tumblr.com/ (supernatural)
http://jasonwhiteandgdmania93.tumblr.com/ (green day)
http://ilovewhoiamasabisexual.tumblr.com/ (lgbt /social justice, potentially NSFW/not safe for school)
Pinterest:  https://www.pinterest.com/EvGdFan666/
Instagram:  https://www.instagram.com/jess_cuatroxx/?hl=en (public)
 jess_flowerchild93 (private)
Snapchat:  missminority182

Just a social media bomb so if anyone wants to follow/add/message me. but all i ask is to not have people send unsolicited dick pics. Because that's sexual harassment!

Artists that I Hate: BOTDF

This is probably one of my only artist rants. I only chose to do BOTDF (Blood on the Dance Floor) is because 1. I follow a page Botdf=garbagecore8.0 on FB. We all get the chance to expose this asshole, or Dahvie Vanity.

BOTDF is an electric group where they do crunkcore or they are like a brokeNCYDE duplicate. Both are horribly shit in my opinion. A lot of people with common sense thinks that this group (Dahvie Vanity and Jayy von Monroe) are the worst human beings on the face of the earth; (not so much Jayy because he redeemed himself) on top of being terrible musicians (if you want to call them that).(Jayy is much better than Dahvie at the very least). 

Dahvie has been accused of many things, including rape of minors; providing alcohol to minors, public nudity, and plagiarism in his music. Also selling sex to minors, where clearly his target audience is 10-18 years of age. His recent ep "Cruel Pornography" explains it all. Also sexting is one of their most popular (and horrible) songs ever. Their new single "Safe Word" is all about BDSM, clearly not a topic for anyone under the age of 18. He claims to have a fanbase of 18+ year olds. Very few of them are actually older than 21. Which in my opinion is not a very good influence for young adults; that will eventually land their asses in jail or some sort of trouble. 

His fanbase is also the "Cancer of the internet". When you as a person who opposes this fool, they say where's the facts? we provide the fantards with the facts, and they clearly dismisses the facts. Dahvie did indeed have an arrest warrant. "oh that is photoshopped" ~ idiot fan. Clearly it's not photoshopped as you claimed to been; who in their right mind would photoshop arrest warrants?

Don't get me started on who and what he plagiarized from. Jansport, Killstar, Purr Purr Clothing, in terms of fashion and accessories. I believe from what one of the anti- pages actually said that Killstar has permanently banned Dahvie from actually ordering from them; because he made a blatant copy of one of Killstar's shirts. They quickly found out about that. The bands that he rips off clearly are Marilyn Manson, MSI, at one point Bring Me the Horizon, Avenged Sevenfold, Slayer, and a few other noteworthy bands and artists. The Reign of Blood tour, is a complete ripoff to Slayer. There was a shit storm a while back where it was Slayer fans versus BOTDF retards. 

NEW UPDATE:  as of September/October of 2016: 

Blood on the Dance Floor is NO MORE. Jayy left on Dahvie's birthday: how ironic. Though now there are more reports to where Dahvie never sends the merchandise to his loyal fans. They have contacted Better Business Bureau, Big Cartel and even their credit card company. More and more fans are coming to the garbagecore page in anomity to prevent the rabid part of Dahvie's fanbase attacking the scammed, and saying this is fake; and they've came to the page messaging the admins saying they either never recieved their Scissors preorders when Dahvie promised they'd be sent out in late summer/early September after months of delay for whatever reason. The one ex fan messaged Dahvie about sending the refund, and SCAMMER DAHVIE like the idjit he is, ended up blocking this fan after a heated confrontation about the scam. Now that Dahvie parted ways with Jayy, Jayy proceeded to throw Dahvie out of his San Diego home, and is currently living with his producer in Cleveland. 

Also he has been grooming a few young women into his cat brothel as Dahvie is the pimp. He scams his fanbase into giving him money, to feed his cat brothel addiction. Those VIP packages for the "final" tour, most of those tour dates have been cancelled due to 1. the venues didn't even confirm that BOTDF was even going to be there those nights, thus Dahvie lying to everyone involved. And two the one date he claimed his bus broke down, nah: he only sold like 2 presale tickets. TWO TICKETS!!!!